Spanish = Something I seem to be very good at.

So pretty much everyone in my spanish class is stupid. I'm the only one who is geting the material, our teacher even calls one of the guys in my class senor probelma, (sp?) anyways, I'm at my cousins house in the great state of alabama =] I love it here so much! it's really lots of fun. we even ditched dinner with our familys so we could chill at the house, and possibly burn it down trying to cook our own food. =] which will be chicken because this is the south, what eles are we going to have? beef wellington?? psshhh us southern girls gotta have our protein. later tonite i'll probably look over spanish, not much though because our teacher loves me. and theres a very cute guy in my class who will be known here as robert. sigh. he's older though and i don't think mom will approve, oh well, ... my mom can get over it lol. actually i've been talking to one of my really good guy friends again, and we've gone out before, so we'll see where this goes. hopefully to where it used to be =]] but who knows, ... God maybe? Why doesn't he tell me this stuff???

Random Quote of the Day: "I will cut your throat with this protractor!" -- Chelsea(cousin)

I failed.

So you know how this morning i was trying not to be the first one to get to class? yeah that didn't work. I was the first one again. Sigh, maybe the next time it's an A day, (which won't be till next wednesday, *tears*) I will go to the coffee shop, i hear the coffeeis horrible, but maybe it'll be worth it so i won't be the first one in the class. sigh oh well, now to watch americas funniest home videos. we are so easily entertained, and we take pleasure at otehr peoples pain, which is why it's called funniest videos, and a guy just crashed his motocross bike into a wall. anyways i hope that made sense. oh and theater is giving me some hilarious quotes, and if u don't get them or wanna know the story behind the,, comment and i'll try to email u or comment on ur blog. or sumthin, anyways i'm gonna save the next quote for tomorrow. =]

Theater Arts = HAPPY!!!

okay so it's pretty early, i'm in my mom's office at school, she is a principal. =] not my principal, but the elem. principal, which i'm perfectly happy about. =] i'm waiting, quite patiently i must add, to go to theater arts! =] my favorite class!!! I love it to teeney tiny pieces! If you've ever seen whose line is it anyway, that's my theater arts class. we play that except it's a bit cleaner. =] i do go to a christian school, so we mustn't say anything bad. lol but now i'm getting kind of impatient. I've gotten to class wayy early the past few times i've been. so i'm trying my hardest not to go too too early. it's kind of annoying when ur the first person in the class, it kinda proves to everyone eles how big of a dork u really are. and i'm not saying i'm not a dork, because i am... a huge dork, but because part of me wishes that other people think of me as a brillant person, and not dorky at all. =] but this can't be if i'm thefirst one to class every stinkin day. =p well i would tell you what i did yesterday, but i really can't remeber. but i do know that i'm going to have to drive home because mommy left her contacts at home. phewy! i hate driving on the interstate. it's just no fun. there are too many other cars around. and there's a super big curve on the exit that i don't particuallarly (sp?) like. it's very sharp and long, and how a curve can be long and sharp is beyond me but this one is. i wish my school wasn't so far away, my old school was only 15 minutes away and i didn't have to use the stinky interstate. and now it's a 30-45 min drive, depending on traffic, because the interstate has loads of traffic. =p i prefer back roads so much. i fear that once i drive all the way to abilene tx (where i want to go to college) that i will never come back, because of the 16 hrs you have to be on the interstate. =p sigh, oh well i feel i've used up an acceptable ammount of time, now to theater arts, yay! and there's no interstate there eaither! =]]

Random Quote of the Day: "Are you 5?" -- hunter

School & Boring Bible

It was a fun day at school, that is until I got to Bible, the teacher i just very boring. They haven't really made any good points since i started school, it's really just been, don't drink, don't smoke, no homosexuality, honor thy father and mother, it's just all very boring and basic. last year my Bible teacher was so much fun! We studied Genesis-Joshua it was amazing! We learned so many fun stories and it was just very in depth with great discussions. and for the majority of the people who read this blog, they won't have ever had a Bible class at school. they probably don't even go to church regularly, and that's okay. Well i guess it's not really okay but I'm not gonna use the blog to preach to you, and I'm sorry to anyone i offended. but the fact is that at my school we do have a Bible class, and I love that class. Because it's unique. I've always be fascinated by stories and history, and I guess that's why I love it so much. I mean even if you don't Believe in the Bible it's still an awesome book! =]
Okay so me and my friends are total dorks, me, and 2 of my other girl friends are going as the jonas brothers, I'm kevin =] and then our friend Kyle is going as hannah montanna. =] It should be very interesting and fun filled! =] well now i need to get going to my brothers football game! =] toodles!

Random Quote of the Day: "Again with the Fairy Tales?" --Steffon

Church and Cheetah Girls

so I just got back from church. it was very fun. I had a good time. the class was good and i hung out with some of my best friends. Me and Christopher talked through the whole service lol.
Now i'm watching the cheetah girls just because it's on and i'm utterly bored. I keep thinking that maybe a concert will come up soon that i will wanna go to, but no such thing has happened. I miss rocketown. haven't been since July 14. I like lived there this summer. sigh. oh btw for my newly found blog buddies u can figure out what rocketown is at www.rocketown.com =] it's amazing! I really wanna eat. mom's cooking right now. fried okra might as well be candy. =] i love the stuff. and then there's always my mom's amazing pot roast! =]] yum, u gotta love southern cooking. I think I would die if i didnt' have al my good ole country cooking. =] i'm hoping to attend my grandparents fish fry soon. it's at their church in alabama and i haven't been in forever. I love going because i get to help in the kitchen, and eat as much catfish and chicken, fires and hush puppies, that i want! =] and don't forget the iced sweet tea!! =] okay so i'm making my self even more hungry so i'm gonna go. =]

Random Quote of the Day" Amigas Cheetas friends for life..." -- cheetah girls movie, (i really need to get some better random quotes.)

Maroon 5, and Eggs???

so i'm watching the vh1 top twenty countdown, not because i really like the music on there but because they had the ever sexy adam levine from maroon 5 on the show. sigh he's just beautiful isn't he???
Also i'm thinking of making eggs, i'm up extremely early on a saturday morning for no reason in particular, but the debate is the same, boiled, scrambled, or fried, i'm not good at omlettes so that's out of the question, and even if i wanted to atempt it i wouldn't have anything to put in it. .. maybe i'll just get a cup of coffee and call it a morning, i might post later if i get the time, I probably won't. just because i'm feeling like it's going to be a lazy day, but i did take the clean towles up and but them in the closet. =]

random Quote of the Day:"It's a thief in the night to come and grab you."-- Rihanna--Disturbia

Jonas brothers!!! love them or hate them, I LOVE THEM!

okay so my bestest friend in the whole wide world who will be known here as claire took me to a Jonas brothers concert last night!!! I seriously almost died!!! it was sooo amazing!! we got meet and greet passes and as soon as she sends me pics i'll put them up, but we walked up and they were in a tent so you couldn't see them till like you got right up to them in the line. and joe steped out and we almost cried lol well claire did but i held it together! =] anywayz we got up there and kevin goes, "hellow ladies" and we shook all their hands and then i stood between joe and nick and clair stood between kevin and nick, and it was amazing!!!! after we took the pic we had to leave but i did touch joe's bicep which was my goal lol, and when we walked away we screamed because we just couldn't hold it in any longer, and then joe laughed =]] then they put on an amazing concert and it was joes graduation and he got a cap and gown and it was awesome!! by the way, he has a 4.0!!! which is amazing!! ! =]] and they did a shania twain cover of Gonna getcha good, which the music video will be at the bottom and there will be the live video of it too! =]] the live video was not mine, and not from last night but it was still the same song and same song, and same level of amazingness!!! =]] nick's part was weak and i'll be the first too admit that but joe really pulled it off strong, of course nick was playing the drums at the same time! so i'll give him some slack!! =]] but anyways if i think of anything eles that i forgot to mention i'll put it up later!!

Random Quote of the Day: "Prove it" -- Jesse

Jonas Brothers Live, gonna Getcha Good


Shinia Twain oridginal-- Gonna Getcha Good

My Cardboard Spaceship Adventure

So there's this pretty awesome band, My Cardboard Spaceship Adventure, check it
they basically rock.
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Random Quote of the Day: "they're like little pillows of heaven!" -- me (talking bout my puppy chow) =]

Evil Coaches Can't stop me from playing.

Okay so today practice was going pretty well, then we got sloppy, our passing was bad. we just couldn't get it. so after we finished the majority of our practice time our coach made us do these sprints where at the end we transitioned and then dove. then we got back up and sprinted back, after that i was pretty tired, and wasn't feeling too well. I'm not in the best of shape but I'm no fattie either. so when we went and did leg raises which i really don't mind, I'd rather do those then run any day! but as i was doing it my back did something backs shouldn't do, it was kinda like a pop but more like a scraping noise, whatever it was it wasn't good. It hurt soooo bad i started crying because for one it was just one of those days where you are very sensitive and if any one does anything to u ur going to cry. so the coach comes over to me and goes, you are going to tell your self that you can do this, so i just repeated after her, and she was like you will do this, and you are going to stop crying right now and i just wanted to scream!!! but i didn't I told her i was hurt and she told me to get some water and that she couldn't afford for me to be hurt, which i know is a load of crap because i hardly get any playing time, it's not like i'm a senior, i'm on jv, i've only played travel once before this, it's new!!! but I love playing volleyball so much! and i didn't make my old school's team so i'm just going to tough i out, I love volleyball to much to stop playing, even if the varsity coach is mean, and happens to be very threatening and scary. I can do this, just like she said. and It's not like she'll be there all the time, cuz we have a Jv coach too, and she seems pretty nice, like she's tough but she's nice too. so I'm not going to quit. I'm going to give it my all and play untill I can't play anymore! =]

Random Quote of the Day: "Hicf is no more" the words that brought tears from my eyes-- the Former band know as Here I come Falling

I can't take much more of this

So another day another fight with the person who says she's my mom but besides my covered up blonde hair and my fair complextion I just don't see it. We have nothing in common, nor will we ever. She just doesn't understand me at all. She blames me for my dad's death and she doesn't hide it eaither, telling me "you're going to be the death of me ... too" It just get's on my nerves. He had a freaking heart attack, not to mention so did his dad so duh he inherited it, plus being over weight didn't help him. but I don't blame him, I don't really blame any one it wasn't any ones fault. but it's a big thing and i guess she just feels the need to stick the blame somewhere, and of course she wouldn't but that on her baby, my brother, who really doesn't look like me with his easily tanned skin, so she sticks it on me, and makes my life even more sucky. not to mention I missed volleyball practice friday and my coach is going to kill me. =p oh well i guess it's just my luck. My life is totally sucky. And I didn't even see steven to make it any better. oh well, maybe my "mother" will atleast take me to hot topic and let me by myself a copy of alternative press magazine. =] that will make somethings better. I <3 Hit the Lights, course you already knew that, but anyways they are in alt press!! =] yay!

Random Quote of the Day: "I'm going to have to buy esme a new bed frame" --Edward Cullen {sexiest fictional character ever, just guess how he broke the bed} -- Breaking Dawn

Current Song: Winding Down - Hit the Lights - Skip School Start Fights. =]

AHHHH MAZING NIGHT!!!! =]]

So tonight was completely amazing!! A cookout at Christophers!
I ate wayy too much food gosh I wish I could cook like his dad!
I really enjoyed hanging out with this guy that i don't really know all too well, but he's cute and from the few times i have hung out with him seems like a pretty great guy. for the purposes of this blog we'll call him steven. =] but anyways so I hope to see him tomorrow. =] I also got to hang out with all my amazing coaches! I had missed them over the summer!!! =]] I can't wait till we start up our classes again because we always have the best times! =] oh and I really can't wait till we go rafting this year! and we're debating going to a cave =] maybe steven will be there to protect me, because everyone knows i'm terribly afraid of the dark ... and bats. okay so yeah i lied, I'm not really scared but sometimes my acting skills are useful in the real world too. =] Now all is left to loose about maybe 20lbs, because i mean i'm pretty, just pretty and pudgy. plus it shouldn't be hard with volleyball practices, not to mention coach is gonna kill me for missing yesterday! ugh I hate switching teams! at my old school on my old team, I would have always known what time practice was because there would have been like 20 ppl i could have called and asked. but do i have anyone on my teams phone number? not really. Well I did have this one girls, but anytime i try to txt her or call her she never answers or replies so i just didn't bother. I mean do you blame me?? ugh and I was there at 9! just because practice wasn't till 3 doesn't mean i didn't make the effort! I try so hard, maybe too hard. Oh well, I'll let you guys know how mad coach was monday when I have to face her. *tries to hide in a hole, but is too fat to fit in hole* ahh another reason to loose weight... Not that Coach is mean, it's just that i'm new, and a coward. When will I ever be better??? Or well. *sigh*

Random Quote of the Day: "I like God, I just don't like people screaming about God!" -- Nicklaus, talking about christian screamo music lol

ugh Change...

I really didn't know how eles to title this, because i dislike change very very much. Last spring I went through a huge change, and had it not been for this change I would still be pretty open to change like i used to be. But this change was so big and so unavoidable that I had to change, I as a person had to change. Most people know that my Dad died. did they also know that I was such a social outkast when this happened that My dad was my best friend? Most people didn't and don't to this day.
Before my life took this tragic turn I had wondered about the people you see on the news, families of teens who died all too soon in a car wreck, or the families of people who had been murdered or kidnapped, I noticed that they always say, not a day goes by that I don't think about them.
now I always thought, if something like that happened to me i would forget to rember them one day. There would be a day that was busy that I would just forget. Not that I wouldn't love them, or not that the families didn't love the people they had lost. It's just that we're all human.
A few weeks ago I was watching Tv and thoes all too common times come up where a little girl had gone missing so many years ago and it was the anniversary so the news would do a little storry on the remmemberance ceremoney or what ever they were doing to honor the specific person, and they said the same sentence, "not a day goes by that I don't think about her" and I thought to myself, I havent gone one day without thinking about my dad, not one. Because a certain song will come on the radio that he liked, I'll fold his shirt because nick or my mom wore it, I'll walk past the very spot he died on, or I'll think to myself, Dad would've loved this song.
getting back to my main point I have changed, I've reached out to the people who were ready to be there when i needed them. Let one of my dad's old friends take me to a horror movie because you have to be over 17 and mom was too scared to take me. I've talked to my uncle about my music and the concerts I've been too this summer. I've gone shopping with my dad's friend's mom, who is now like a 3rd grandmother to me. I've changed alot and I guess it all turned out mostly for the good. I mean I still have my dad and i'd probably trade these relationships I've made with people in a heartbeat to have my dad back, but I can't do that so i guess it's mostly good. but the process. the ache my heart had and still has sometimes when he's not there. The time where I drew back and refuse to reach out. The time where I just wanted to sulk and for life to just leave me alone for a bit. I'm still not over it. and I guess it might have been worth it but I just don't like change and I never will. Simple as that.

Random Quote of the Day: "She's sure to leave you broke and bleeding because she's all about trying to figure out the break down..." -- Drop the Girl- Hit the Lights (I swear I'll get the quotes by Hit the Lights out of my system soon! I just love them soooooooo much !!! ) =]

Some one Hit the Lights.

Ah my favorite band ever has finally come out with their new video. =] enjoy!

• MTV
• Music Videos
• MTV Shows
• Entertainment News

Random Quote of the Day: "You should come to our next show, it's in like august or september I think." -- Dave- the amazin bassist for Hit the Lights =] ahhhh and the shows October 2nd at rocketown, who wants to join me? =]