Honestly

So I'm trying this thing where i'm trying to be more honest
here it goes
All I want right now is a boyfriend
but i'm not desperate
i'm not going to settle for a Robert
(which is this guy who just wants some one to mess around with)
i'm looking for some one good
and i'm willing to give a good guy a chance
I want some one to hole my hand
i want some one to give me their hoodie
I want some one to tell me i'm beautiful
I like two guys
Josh and Zach
and no i'm not talking about the carter twins
I'm talking about Josh
a guy who has been such an amazing friend to me
a guy who always tells me how much i'm worth
and a guy who likes me too
but a guy who's last relationship was with a friend
and it didn't end well and he lost that friendship so he's scared
of losing my friendship so he doesn't want to take that next step.
that is so frustrating for me but i know that i'm not going to change his mind
nothing I say can make him and i don't wanna make him so whatever
Zach is a guy i've gotten to know recently and it's a small crush
I don't like him as much as Josh but Zach is a caring guy and would make me happy
if only he felt the same way
but he doesn't he likes some one eles
which i'm just going to have to live with.
but he knows that I like him but thankfully things aren't awkward and
we're still really good friends.
=]
but i still don't have a boyfriend
=[
oh well
life sucks sometimes
but here's a funny story
when i told zach i liked him he had been trying to guess who i liked so I was just like
"it's you, I like you"
and then he was just like
"You're such a liar!"
and got up and my friend colton had to tell him that i wasn't kidding

I thought it was funny.

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