Just wait for me

again the only thing i've done is listen to music and watch funny videos on The Maine, All Time low, Hit the Lights and The Cab. they are my favorites! =] haha i love them!! title for this blog is from The Maine's song We Change, We Wait. =] good song!


I'm gettin better, my ear still really hurts though. I hope that gets better soon. this time next week i'll be 16. which is pretty awesome except for the fact that I wont have my licenes, my mom will be out of town and i will be acting as an extra in Oklahoma. but I get to hold this really cute guy's hand during part of the dance so it's all good. haha


My love life is too messed up to even talk about so moving on. I really hope my mom belives that even though i "was too sick for school" today that I will be just fine to go to the mall with friends tomorrow =]] haha


Random Quote of the Day: "That was actually really comfortable" -- Sarah, again winterfest memories! we were all slumped over each other crying and praying and it was just awesome! but i was sitting back on my knees and sarah's head was like on my boobs lol and then aubrey was next to me laying across sarah's back haha. despite the awkward posistion we were in it was a very powerful moment.

Angels on the Moon

yeah that's an amazing song! =]
i've done nothing but listen to music and write my silly fan fics! =] know why?
because i have the sucky flu!!
I hate it! you think I would have gotten the shot after having it once before... nope, then obviously when I got it for the second time i should've gotten it... nope again. and now that i've had the flu for the third time, i'm still not planning on getting the shot. I don't like them. but yeah like I said earlier i write fan fics. I don't care that their silly, made up or whatever, i have fun with them! =] they are about the maine and all time low! i'm working on one about hit the lights too haha! =]] have you heard of quizilla.com ??? well you should have, it's where i post all of my stuff and it's awesome if you're bored in computer class because there are seriously 94752093475934875029374 different personality quizzes and probably quizzes of other types too on that site! =] so go enjoy. and if you're just dying to read my stories then here ya go, www.quizilla.com/user/hatefakelovereal but seriously you in no way have to... actually on second though don't lol. they are not really that great and are kind of embarassing. even though i'm not the maine character in any of them, they're mostly about my friends. haha =]]

gahh i'm tired but all i've done is sleep for the past 5 days! =p being sick sucks.


"Did you just say I told you so?" Dr. Leeper (I had already told my mother it was the flu! haha )

I'm So HOOD!!

haha all i've done is listen to music for the past 4 days. i've been extra sick as benny would say. but yeah I'm not hood at all, even if I can rap almost the entire song word for word. lol I'm a very white girl and proud of it! haha, my friend Stephon (who happens to be black) was like "Girl you be Ghetto!" I love my boys! I prefer Black guys to be completely honest.


I also like it when guys talk for me... does that make sense to anyone? like the other day stephon wanted to listen to my ipod and he was sitting on the back counter in our theater class. and i was like well i wanna listen to it too, and then he said "girl take a sit" and patted the spot beside him on the counter and then hunter who was on the other side of him kinda like talked for me? he said "dude, she said, i'll sit there damn it. i don't need you tellin me " and it made me laugh. does that make any sense?

no? well too bad because this is my blog and it doesn't have to make sense lol and if it did you are a genious and should be given a nobel prize!! and i know i probably spelt that wrong. i spell a lot of things wrong i'm sure. if you are a grammar nazi you probably hate my blog. sorry.


Random Quote of the Day: Kyle: Jenni You look like hell.
Me: Kyle you just said hell. (he seriously hardly ever curses, that's 1 of the 2 times i've ever heard it lol)

I got memories, this is crazy.

I love that song! Ice Box by There for tomorrow! =]]

Secret Valentine Tour was beastly, I can't but it into words if I did I would fail epically! I met John O'Callaghan!!! Hightlight of my life! beats meeting the Jonas Brothers! completely ! he's 4 years older than me, It could happen lol. I mean i'll be 18 in like 2 years and he'll be 22 =] haha anways I also went to winterfest! it was the most spritual experience of my life! Me and my 2 best friends were just like all huddled together crying and praying it was diffently something I will never forget. =]

I'm pretty sure I have the flu now. =p no fun.
this is the 3rd time i've had the flu in my life so just super. =/


Random Quote of the Day: "The intense is killing me!" -- Sarah =] I love this girl.

Nick Thompson is My Hero!

So i think i've mentioned them before but Hit the Lights is hands down my favorite band! =] My daddy taught me well, to listen to the lyrics, listen to the music, listen for what YOU like and to not like something just because it's "popular" because alot of the "popular" music now-a-days is crap. and I think Nick from Hit the Lights says it best.

How do you view the "scene"?
Nick: Let me pop a breath mint before I start talking all my shit... The ADD generation has taken over. Myspace has leveled the playing fields between signed artists and unsigned artists a like. Kids hop from band to band, trend to trend always looking for the next thing to latch on to for a year or less. There’s no heart to the music, it's been stripped away year after year. Kids are missing out on connecting with the actual music and instead are connecting with the fad or craze it's wrapped around. It's sad to know that a lot of younger kids now are missing out on picking up a record at the store, taking it home, putting in the cd and reading along with the lyrics in your room. Some of the best times of my life were spent doing that. They'll never get it because they don't have to now. They have new music delivered to them daily through myspace and blog sites for free and no connection is made. All we can do is play the music we love and look for the people that we know gets us and what we do. To the up and coming generation: FUCK what your friends are listening to, listen to music that you connect with and understand. You have NO idea how much better it makes EVERYTHING

I got this from an interview i found here http://www.absolutepunk.net/showthread.php?t=471011 i hope i don't get like sued or anything.
but yeah that sums it up.
Thankfully there are still a few people like myself, that read along with the lyrics to a new Cd, I did it with their Cd, Skip School, Start Fights. Amazing times listening to that cd on repeat all night long =]

Random Quote of the Day: "He means everything to her. Her boyfriend he don't know, anything about her, he's too stoned, nintendo, I wish that I could make her see, She's just the flavor of the week." -- Flavor of the Week by American Hi Fi

New guy... sort of

so work on saturday didn't go so well, i screwed up like 3 orders and paid for 2 just because i felt bad about it, cuz i diffently didn't have to. I've never messed up so much in my life, and when we were stocking spoons i droped 2. Do you know why i was so screwed up? because Fluffy came. he didn't ask me out, he didn't really have the chance but one of his friends confirmed that yeah he is going to. I'm going to say yes and just see where this crazy thing lands. I mean what happens happens right?

also I'm working saturday againg this week but with a new guy. well he isn't new he used to work their then moved to florida, and is now back again. I haven't met him but i'm looking forward to it. It should be fun, that is if i don't majorly screw up like last week.

It's taken having a job for me to realize how dreadfully clumbsy i really am. =/

Random Quote of the day: "I'm just worried about keeping my leg and skirt going the same way" -- Kyle, oh the joys of play practice =]