I moved

so yeah i have a new blog @ www.alovelikejenni.tumblr.com check it outt =]

The Summer Set! A Love Like This Review!

This CD is perfect for the summer, windows down, loving life kinda day. It's also perfect for snuggling by a fire place with your boyfriend or girlfriend. It's an album that makes you wanna fall in love! It's upbeat throughout the Cd and even the slower paced songs just make you feel warm inside. Passenger Seat is an exceptionally well written song. It's one we can all relate to. Sneaking around because you don't wanna spend a minute without that special someone. It's heart warming and fun! Even the songs that are about a break up, like The Boys You Do have an upbeat almost "In your face! I'm fine without you!" kinda feel to it and it's another amazing song to just rock out to! I was dancing around my room with a hair brush singing "I'm gonna sleep with all your friends!" It's just a fun album! The Songs compliment each other and they did an amazing job putting these songs together! It's for sure a change from their first EP, In Color. But it's a good positive change that can only mean they are moving forward!

Since When? Since Forever! =]

so Since Forever is this awesome band!
they are featured as a hometown hero in Alternative Press (AP) magazine =]
they are playing at my christmas party =]]
I'm super excited! the guys are just darlin!
Jason (the drummer) walked me and my friend to our car after a show
cause it was downtown and kinda sketchy for two 16 year old girls
to just walk out there by ourselves.
they do a cover song every sunday so that it's Since Forever Sunday =]
and they make me smile =]

Anyways so yeah the Josh thing just isnt going to work out
he finally asked me on a date so we went and saw new moon.
I like to hold hands, cuddle, kiss. i enjoy the whole physical aspect of the relationship
but i'm not like a slut about it... you know what i mean?
anyways so we go and my hand sits on that freaking cup holder the whole movie
and if you've seen it you know the whole thing with mike and jacob and yeah it was really embarassing
because that was me.
he didn't hold my hand we hugged goodnight
it just sucked
and he made some lame excuse about "sorry for not holding your hand
i thought you wanted to watch the movie"
I'm completely capable of holding hands and watching a movie at the same time
it's not that complicated.
I really think it's just cause he's really not that into me
and after that i gotta be honest i'm not that into him.
he's perfect. like he doesn't lie or cuss, he only listens to clean christian music, and i feel like he judges me
especially for the music thing.
I listen to music that cusses and i don't care. It honestly doesn't bother me
and maybe it should because i am a christian i do go to church, i would be slapped if i cussed infront of my mom
but there's just something different when you're singing along to a song and that word is out there
it's okay to say it. or atleast that's how i feel.
and I cuss when i get mad. I don't wanna be judged for that, because chances are i'll just get madder and
cuss more.
there's just so many feelings telling me this is a bad thing.
so i plan on ignoring his text messages, so it won't be a surprise when i tell
him i don't wanna continue with the whole dating thing.
hopefully.

Random Quote of the Day: "When drugs and triads are involved, you NEVER trust the Asian woman sent to seduce you" -- Taylor Easterwood of Since Forever =]

All I ask

mayday parade is amazing =]
Josh is on the other hand frustrating.
I like him
he likes me
seems perfect right?
no he doesn't want to date because when we break up
he thinks it'll just ruin our friendship
personally i like him so much that friendship isn't gonna cut it for much longer
I don't wanna be single over the holidays.
I wanna have somebody and if it's not home
i'd like to start talkin to this guy at my church
but i don't wanna make him ask me out
cuz thats not what i want
i want him to ask me
i want him to want to ask me.
idk my mind is complicated right now
I haven't been on here in a while so i figured i'd post.

Random Quote of the Day: Me: you always smell good, what do you where?
Dakota: Sex in a bottle.

Honestly

So I'm trying this thing where i'm trying to be more honest
here it goes
All I want right now is a boyfriend
but i'm not desperate
i'm not going to settle for a Robert
(which is this guy who just wants some one to mess around with)
i'm looking for some one good
and i'm willing to give a good guy a chance
I want some one to hole my hand
i want some one to give me their hoodie
I want some one to tell me i'm beautiful
I like two guys
Josh and Zach
and no i'm not talking about the carter twins
I'm talking about Josh
a guy who has been such an amazing friend to me
a guy who always tells me how much i'm worth
and a guy who likes me too
but a guy who's last relationship was with a friend
and it didn't end well and he lost that friendship so he's scared
of losing my friendship so he doesn't want to take that next step.
that is so frustrating for me but i know that i'm not going to change his mind
nothing I say can make him and i don't wanna make him so whatever
Zach is a guy i've gotten to know recently and it's a small crush
I don't like him as much as Josh but Zach is a caring guy and would make me happy
if only he felt the same way
but he doesn't he likes some one eles
which i'm just going to have to live with.
but he knows that I like him but thankfully things aren't awkward and
we're still really good friends.
=]
but i still don't have a boyfriend
=[
oh well
life sucks sometimes
but here's a funny story
when i told zach i liked him he had been trying to guess who i liked so I was just like
"it's you, I like you"
and then he was just like
"You're such a liar!"
and got up and my friend colton had to tell him that i wasn't kidding

I thought it was funny.

Random Quote of the Day: "What's more creative than a stripper pole on a pontoon boat?" -- Kid Rock

I'm a Sophomore now !

so wow I can't believe I'm a sophmore
I can't believe i'll be 17 in march
I can't beleive I'm growing up
I'm not sure if I like it or not.
I'm glad I'm getting older and getting to do more stuff sure but I mean I dont like responsibility, never have and never will.
I'm hoping to get a car soon, and I think that once i get a car a lot more stuff will make sense and I think i'll feel ready to turn 17 but right now I still feel like a little kid. I still look up to the big kids at school. I see the seniors and I feel like their so much bigger than I am, and some of them I feel like I could never really talk to them. don't get me wrong 3 of my very best friends are seniors but I feel like they're not ready to grow up either. One of them inparticular is so much like myself. we're only a year apart in age, because she's young for her grade and I'm old for mine. We say that we're twins because we are that much alike. I don't know what I'm going to do next year without her, she's already going off campus most days for lunch and it's just really hard to deal with.
We have one class together this year, thank God. I hear her talking about college and feel in some ways that I should already be there, I should be going with her, we should be rooming together. but in other ways I'm so very glad i'm not going off on my own yet. just very mixed emotions. I cant really explain it.

Random Quote of the Day: "these are not my first period babies!" -- Mrs. Thames

Ut ohh

So this weekend has been more fun then i ever imagined!
I've broken so many rules and i'm finding out that's what summer all about! =]
it's been amazing!
i can't even put it in to words!
it's been amazing that's all i can say about that.

Random Quote of the Day: "It's going to end at the lake and Jason's going to walk on water" -- Ayesha, oh the good times at church camp bahaha