What to do?
When your in love with your best friend?
Which i am.
We talk all the time.
We tried going out last november and it just didn't work, but we've both grown and over come lots of obstacles, and grown a lot as people. We have the type of relationship where he'll txt me late at night just asking if i can talk, which normally means to call him, so i will and we'll talk into the early morning. I know he's always going to be there for me. But, he's been very confused about his sexuality recently, and he's told me several times that he doesn't want to be gay or bi, he wants to be straight. Mostly because that's what his faith teaches, that's what his family accepts, personally i would still be his friend if he was gay, i would still probably be in love with him if he was too. This whole thing pretty much sucks. Did i mention it's been going on since the 6th grade? i'm now a freshmen in highschool. I'm so scared. I think i would go insane if i didn't have him as a friend, but that kills me cuz we can't be more then that. Gosh this whole thing is so darn confusing! and yeah i did stay up till 11:11 tonight, i'm crazy for him. I've thought about telling him to just ask a girl out to just get his parents off his case, because like i said they don't aprove. and then also it sucks butt because i'm thinking why don't you just date me! because i could understand! i could help you through this ! but no... this whole situation just sucks butt.
Random Quote of the Day: "haha my plan is working!" -- sarah -- my evil but charming friend. hahah
Which i am.
We talk all the time.
We tried going out last november and it just didn't work, but we've both grown and over come lots of obstacles, and grown a lot as people. We have the type of relationship where he'll txt me late at night just asking if i can talk, which normally means to call him, so i will and we'll talk into the early morning. I know he's always going to be there for me. But, he's been very confused about his sexuality recently, and he's told me several times that he doesn't want to be gay or bi, he wants to be straight. Mostly because that's what his faith teaches, that's what his family accepts, personally i would still be his friend if he was gay, i would still probably be in love with him if he was too. This whole thing pretty much sucks. Did i mention it's been going on since the 6th grade? i'm now a freshmen in highschool. I'm so scared. I think i would go insane if i didn't have him as a friend, but that kills me cuz we can't be more then that. Gosh this whole thing is so darn confusing! and yeah i did stay up till 11:11 tonight, i'm crazy for him. I've thought about telling him to just ask a girl out to just get his parents off his case, because like i said they don't aprove. and then also it sucks butt because i'm thinking why don't you just date me! because i could understand! i could help you through this ! but no... this whole situation just sucks butt.
Random Quote of the Day: "haha my plan is working!" -- sarah -- my evil but charming friend. hahah
posted by Jenni | 9:27 PM
3 Comments:
that is very confusing and there's no correct decision! the most important thing is that you keep this person close to your heart in any form if they are that important to you, good luck!
gahh, I hate risking friends in that way, I'm doing it right now...
the thing I try to remember is that we were best friends before going out and I know we'll continue to be friends if/when we break up because we're that close.
as Cherry said, there's no correct decision -- it's up to you two, and there are pros and cons on both sides; you just have to balance out what you want and what you know you should do.
Well, that IS confusing... I sorta have that situation, but switched around. Well, I guess all you can so is continue being his friend and support him with whatever decision he makes, even if it hurts. And if he's gay in the end, you might have lost a potential lover, but at least you have someone who trust you and loves you as a friend :)
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