I should
Be excited I should be happy. there is about 4 inches of snow on the ground before january and we'll more then likely be out of school. but i'm not. wanna guess why?
yep you got it. My mother. She yells and screams at me and slaps me (it doesn't hurt cuz my mom's a whimp) and thinks i'm going to hell, that i'm going to do drugs and smoke and drink and get pregnant. well she's wrong. I might be like her cousin who did all of the above( except going to hell that's God's descion not mine) and she even overdosed on drugs bout 2 months ago and died. but i'm not her cousin. I'm not. I refuse to be. I have something her cousin did not. I have a great church and my faith in God is still weak but at the same time it's stronger than it's ever been. I don't understand why she can't see that. And she treats my brother soooo much better then me it's ridiculus! like he was yelling at me bout the stupid remote and so she comes in the living room and decides she's going to get all up in my face and slap me??? Seriously she's messed up. and yes it's usually over stupid things like that. Yes I'm strong willed, yes i'm stuborn, but i'm not going to be her cousin. thoes things don't apeal to me at all. So do i want to go to school, no, but i don't want to be in a house with her all day eaither, what is there to be happy about?
Random Quote of the Day: "Santa is not a pimp!" -- me -- my little brother was talking about a lego santa ornament we had, and said it was pimp lol
yep you got it. My mother. She yells and screams at me and slaps me (it doesn't hurt cuz my mom's a whimp) and thinks i'm going to hell, that i'm going to do drugs and smoke and drink and get pregnant. well she's wrong. I might be like her cousin who did all of the above( except going to hell that's God's descion not mine) and she even overdosed on drugs bout 2 months ago and died. but i'm not her cousin. I'm not. I refuse to be. I have something her cousin did not. I have a great church and my faith in God is still weak but at the same time it's stronger than it's ever been. I don't understand why she can't see that. And she treats my brother soooo much better then me it's ridiculus! like he was yelling at me bout the stupid remote and so she comes in the living room and decides she's going to get all up in my face and slap me??? Seriously she's messed up. and yes it's usually over stupid things like that. Yes I'm strong willed, yes i'm stuborn, but i'm not going to be her cousin. thoes things don't apeal to me at all. So do i want to go to school, no, but i don't want to be in a house with her all day eaither, what is there to be happy about?
Random Quote of the Day: "Santa is not a pimp!" -- me -- my little brother was talking about a lego santa ornament we had, and said it was pimp lol
posted by Jenni | 4:46 PM
2 Comments:
Wow- im really sorry about your relationship with your mom, that's terrible! Just keep your faith in God strong and know that with Him, everything will be okay. If nothing else, that's what you have to smile about! :)
I'll pray for you.
Mothers.... I hate how they get all crazy and stuff, haha. Yeah, what Sarah said. And if all else fails, you could always grit your teeth and bear it til you move out :) That's what I'm doing LOL
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