I can't take much more of this

So another day another fight with the person who says she's my mom but besides my covered up blonde hair and my fair complextion I just don't see it. We have nothing in common, nor will we ever. She just doesn't understand me at all. She blames me for my dad's death and she doesn't hide it eaither, telling me "you're going to be the death of me ... too" It just get's on my nerves. He had a freaking heart attack, not to mention so did his dad so duh he inherited it, plus being over weight didn't help him. but I don't blame him, I don't really blame any one it wasn't any ones fault. but it's a big thing and i guess she just feels the need to stick the blame somewhere, and of course she wouldn't but that on her baby, my brother, who really doesn't look like me with his easily tanned skin, so she sticks it on me, and makes my life even more sucky. not to mention I missed volleyball practice friday and my coach is going to kill me. =p oh well i guess it's just my luck. My life is totally sucky. And I didn't even see steven to make it any better. oh well, maybe my "mother" will atleast take me to hot topic and let me by myself a copy of alternative press magazine. =] that will make somethings better. I <3 Hit the Lights, course you already knew that, but anyways they are in alt press!! =] yay!

Random Quote of the Day: "I'm going to have to buy esme a new bed frame" --Edward Cullen {sexiest fictional character ever, just guess how he broke the bed} -- Breaking Dawn

Current Song: Winding Down - Hit the Lights - Skip School Start Fights. =]