Oh so confused

So Romeo is officialy gone. I don't know what to do. I'm just really upset about the whole stupid thing, i dont like working with anyone eles really.

There's this other guy let's call him fluffy, he really likes me and we went out last year but he turned into a jerk for like 2 months after we broke up, just because i still liked him. He even went so far as to ask another girl out right infront of me just to get me off his back.
We did make up and we're really close again now. Well we were talking the other night and he made it pretty obvious that he's going to ask me out again. And i never assume anything but i'm diffently assuming he's going to ask me out, like it was just that clear.

I still like him I guess, I mean he was the first boy I was ever in love with. I'm scared that it will be like last time. and that's not at all what I want. I'm seriously confused.

Then the super shallow side of me really wants a boyfriend for valentines and my birthday, both of which are comming up very soon. But i think i would feel bad if i used him like that.

Goodness I'm confused!

On a better note, you need to see the uninvited! it's such a good movie!!! =]] you will think it's just another predictable horror movie untill like the last 15 minutes or so. =] just... go see it! haha

Random Quote of the Day: "it's only a crime if i get caught" -- The Cab